09/11/2010 Thoughts and ponderings

I actually wrote this blog post on 09/11/2010, but hadn't yet actually typed it out. So, better late than never I suppose. Here ya go:

I couldn't let this infamous day go by without writing down my thoughts and musings.

Today is such a sad day in our history. So many families effected, so many lives lost. Each year it reminds me to count my blessings. No matter how sad or down I might be feeling, it reminds me to be grateful. To thank God for all He's done in my life.

I've been blessed with a wonderful family. They have been here to support me through all the ups and downs of my life, and there have been plenty! When going through an emotional divorce, they took in myself and my daughter and helped me get back on my feet. And let's not forget my daughter Lisa! She brings so much joy into my life and provides me with SO many opportunities to grow and become a better person and mother.

I have amazing friends who always know how to make me laugh. When life gets me down, they are my comic relief and the shoulders I lean on. They add a brightness and a light to my life that I'm so thankful for!

I have my health. Its been a long journey and I haven't always appreciated it. It really is true that you don't appreciate your health until its gone. It wasn't until I found out I had UC that I began to actively work toward being healthy. I know now what a blessing it is and no longer take it for granted!

Most important of all, I have my faith. The good, bad, ugly and beautiful things in my life have all been orchestrated by God to draw me closer to Him. He knows what I need and what is best for me (no matter how much I try to tell Him otherwise). All I have to do is trust Him, which isn't always easy (ok usually its not) but I know its totally worth it.

Chances are good if you're reading this, you know me personally. So I want to say thank you because you are one of my blessings. I know God has you in my life for a reason. So, thank you! :)

I pray that not a day goes by that you take for granted all the blessings in your life. Appreciate each day, because tomorrow is not guaranteed to anyone.

~Jenn